Lesson learned

While money is indeed an important part of life, it is not always everything. There are things that money can't buy.  At least for me.

Can we buy love?...Maybe! But not genuine.

Can we buy happiness?....Sure! Shower me with the latest gadgets and I'll be happier than ever. Hit your wife or girlfriend over the head with a new mink coat, she'll be your slave for a week or two. But not geniune. 

For most of us, Bekis, especially those who prefer to have a relationship with a 'straight' guy (kuno), we believe in the saying 'the more money we have the more 'love' (or should I say LUST?) we get in return'...tama? tummooohhh! lol. 

We think that we can keep our partner by providing him all his needs. At tayo namang mga tangengot, we work our ass off, busting our buns just to make sure he is happy...he has new kicks...new jeans...a new cell phone...etc. What do we get in return? Are we genuinely happy? Do we find satisfaction in doing so? Dami naman tanong teh! Hehe. 

They say there is joy in giving...weeeeh? talaga?...Hmmmm...somehow, it's true, but come on?! It is so phantasmagorical! You are not living in this damn world for that selfish reason alone. OK, that maybe valid for others but it shouldn't be the ONLY one. My take on this...don't ruin your life by always being on the whims of others, especially the users. 

So, why all the ranting and raving? Oo nga naman! Bitter lang po. lol.

Well, this post will hopefully remind me of my shortcomings and stupidity. I can't say I am over it. And I don't know either if I still want it, but one thing I'm sure of...I will NEVER be naive and gullible again. 

It dawned on me that these people only want one thing...my beautiful body! Echos. They will ONLY send an SMS when they are in dire need of cold cash. (Good thing, lately, I haven't had lots of it). Hehe. Or anything they can get from you. And if you have nothing to spit up anymore, they just leave you like rubbish. Tsk tsk tsk...Bad kayo!

Good news is, it's never too late to change (the types of partner not the preference). Hehe

It's a difficult process, though. An uphill climb. But it is a work in progress. 

I have learned the ropes now.